So hard to not binge and purge at the moment. Having really bad bulimic episodes. Like 6 sandwiches, 2 packs of doughnuts, 2 bags of crisps and a box of chocolate bad... and then some. I have dropped more pounds so I should just be thankful for being able to be sick so easily and for my naturally manic tendencies that led to me being a compulsive exerciser as well. Doesn't make it any easier though. Anorexia was so pure, I really do not want to get into a daily purging habit again.